Yes this is what I am .......

I am Mr.Darsy,
well that's not what I am
But does that really matter!? To spell the pride and prejudice of the self.....

Yes I am arrogant, If you may call stubborn most times,
Yes I am insane and so thoughtless
For the only one so harsh are the convictions to love so hidden inside this heart

Yes I care not thee feelings, if you may call hard as a stone yet times
Yes I am heartless and so a brute
For the only alter ego if existed would know I am so prudent and circumspect on words I choose

Yes I like to win word, if you may call egoistic yet times,
Yes I am taciturn and so speechless yet so to the contrary
For the only thing I care is you and rest seems so insignificant towards the love I have on you

Yes I dislike hiding, if you may call clear-cut
Yes I am shameless and have no virtues
For the only thing I mind is your smile even in my absence if that may take your pride by me

Yes I am like this, if you my call strong head
Yes I am this way I say
For the ways I had were closed in harsh ways unimaginable to your slightest thoughts that I had no heart left to get hurt a time one more

Yes I smile all time, if you may call mad all times,
Yes I am culprit of smile
For the lessons in life only taught me there's nothing in sorrow for Happiness is all we can carry with everyone

Yes I am Darsy in movies of "pride & prejudice", if you may a V in "V for Vendetta"
Yes I am Happy as they call me
But I still am Hari with heart ful of emotions yet so open but still so concealed.....

Happy Thanks Giving and bearing my nonsense this late midnight if u call me!!! Ciao!

~Hari (For all those who love me and hate me for reasons unfathomable in every aspect)

© Copyright Hari Babu P Jan 21 2013. This content cannot be used for any purpose except for pleasure of reading until and unless a prior authorization being obtained from the author.

You can be happy

You can be happy. You can live the life you want to live. You can become the person you want to be. This is what I've figured out so far. Stop assigning blame. This is the first step. Stop assigning blame and leave the past behind you. You know whose fault it is that your life isn't perfect. Your boss. Your teachers. Your ex-lovers. The ones who hurt you,the ones who abused you, the ones who left you bleeding. Or even yourself. You know whose fault it is — you've been telling yourself your whole life. Knowing whose fault it is that your life sucks is an excellent way to absolve your self of any reponsibility for taking your life into your own hands.

Forget about it. Let it go. The past isn't real. “That was in another country, and besides, the wench is dead.” If we're not talking about something that is real and present and in your life right now, then it doesn't matter. Nothing can be done about it. If nothing can be done about it, then don't spend your energy dwelling on it — you have other things to do. I may sound cruel, I may sound simplistic, I may sound like I'm saying you should just “get over it,” by suggesting that youshould let go of your past. I'm sorry for that. But life won't hold still and wait for you to lick your wounds. The race is still being run. Get up and keep moving. You can't do anything about yesterday.

You can do something about tomorrow. And about the next day.Focus your energies there.